Why people say “I can’t/don’t trust anyone.” Why they blame us, others for not being able to trust. Why they don’t ask themselves why they don’t trust himself/herself instead blaming others.
When a friend broke trustfull friendship it hit me so hard, and of course I wondered I’m super bad human being, but going trough these thoughts I realised how less I believe in no trust people. Those who know me, they know I ,according to modern world, trust too much to people. And maybe because I have strong ability in trusting myself, I’m blindly open to new, good and even “wrong” people.
How I could be hitchhiking alone if I didn’t trust myself? Need powerful trust in that. Last year without home, money, I still trusted life, myself and it took me to wonderful journey through Sweden…
And again. We always always seek for blaming others in our issues, while hey can we admit and accept truth we are the core to our issues in first. But with our issue blaming others, we actually hurt this “the other”. ? No, of course we can’t. Because we have ego stronger. I also go trough darker picture in my life, crying for my issues and hurting closest person next to me, but luckily I have friends who help me to look deep inside myself, not walking away. I am still young and growing with my mistakes and trying become better. But one I know, I can’t let myself hurt someone.
And I admit I’m not usual me this month, some events in life happened. I’m getting upset and down, but I believe it will change, it’s all in my hands and energy to change to positive. Not in others.
Open the door.